oh march. it's finally here and then today it snowed, again. i'm not too happy about that, however, it might be because the last time i remember the weather being like this was 3 years ago. zoe was born on a friday and there was a HUGE snowstorm that day...on the 22nd of march! so maybe i'm just remembering that and it's hitting me hard this year.

lately, every day seems to be getting harder instead of easier. i remember that my one sister is in heaven and then the other is in NC. it's very hard right now.
i'm not sure what it is. i think i'm just missing them a lot right now. and i think kellen is too. i know that everyone else is. but it's the three big kids...and we're not together. last night at work i almost started crying because i realized how much i hate change. and it's too late to stop everything from changing now. isabel's married and going to have a baby. kellen's going to graduate and then move off to school in the next few months. and then who knows when we'll be together next.
this is life.

time for some class thing now.
comewhat may.
teia