today is the day where i dont know whether to start laughing or crying...
we never thought that it would come this far and now it has.
so as i sit here at 12.30 in the morning i sit and do a "smile-cry" just because we're here.
a year ago this week is something i'll never forget. what a weird thing to say. but i know it won't ever slip.

a year ago this week..it was three days after zoe was born..the tuesday of spring break. i remember dad coming home and telling isabel, kellen and i that it was only going to be a few days that she'd live. we were going to live each day the best we could. we were going to fight it through together and with His help.

a year ago today our lives changed. our lives change every day but this day was something different. God has something to say through each of us. and since day 1 He's been speaking through zoe. this little baby who is now not soo little anymore. how many people has she touched? how many people has God gotten to through zoe's life? we know that the blog is reaching people all over the world and videos are being posted regularly by dad from those people wishing the little girl a happy one year.


so. a year ago today...it was a good day. no matter what kinda crap happened in between that saturday early earlly in the morning and right now on sunday morning...it was a very good day.

comewhat may...
teia

So i was reading this article and Mandisa was talking about how part of her hopes that Danny wins American Idol....season....well, whatever season this is. :)
i guess we'll see about that.
and how is that for random.


well today was a productive day.
i was able to take my senior pictures...FINALLY. and they are looking awesome.
i just can't wait to see them again.
andy let me take a peek at them....to just see..and i love them! now i have to wait two weeks or soo for the online gallery thing. SO. we'll just see about that.

also on the agenda for the next few weeks...choir tour countdown has started we're at t-11 days.

turnabout is t-6 days and zoe's bday is t-8..well soon to be 7...oh well. we're having this huge party i guess.
um that's bout it.

comewhatmay...
teia

so much has happened. i guess.

kristin was really sick for a little bit and ended up going into the hospital. she had a kidney infection...so we prayed for her at school. i went in for student help day to get help with pre-calc. then i helped mr staub for like 4 hours. i organized a ton of stuff in the back. helped erin tape her music audition. there was a point where i pressed record and she's giving thumbs up with this hilarious look on her face. haha.
then erin and i hung out..i guess that's basically my life...erin and i hang out and then i work and go to school. literally that's my life right now.
we have a three day weekend this weekend..which is great and awesomely wonderful.
im supposed to have senior pictures tomorrow morning...hopefully. and next weekend we're having a birthday bash for zoe. next friday is also our turnabout dance. i'm pretty excited. i think just because it's a dance. and that will be exciting. erin and i went to boston store last night and i tried on one dress...I LOVE IT! it's so pretty but i dont know. it's too expensive...so i'll just have to look around.

in a few weeks we'll have spring break and then we're headed to FLORIDA. yayyy. oh man. oh and we have choir tour in like 12 days! ahh. oh my gosh. 12 days. that's not too far away. crap.

ok i have to work on the tour book and my room. there's just too much to do and right now...i dont feel like doing any of it.

comewhatmay...
teia