today is the day where i dont know whether to start laughing or crying...
we never thought that it would come this far and now it has.
so as i sit here at 12.30 in the morning i sit and do a "smile-cry" just because we're here.
a year ago this week is something i'll never forget. what a weird thing to say. but i know it won't ever slip.

a year ago this week..it was three days after zoe was born..the tuesday of spring break. i remember dad coming home and telling isabel, kellen and i that it was only going to be a few days that she'd live. we were going to live each day the best we could. we were going to fight it through together and with His help.

a year ago today our lives changed. our lives change every day but this day was something different. God has something to say through each of us. and since day 1 He's been speaking through zoe. this little baby who is now not soo little anymore. how many people has she touched? how many people has God gotten to through zoe's life? we know that the blog is reaching people all over the world and videos are being posted regularly by dad from those people wishing the little girl a happy one year.


so. a year ago today...it was a good day. no matter what kinda crap happened in between that saturday early earlly in the morning and right now on sunday morning...it was a very good day.

comewhat may...
teia