Sunday, January 16, 2011

i guess i can't say the worst part about birthdays. but the saddest part is definitely the end of the day. you realize how blessed you are to have great friends and family who love you..but at the end of the day, after the party and the singing, it's just another day. just a day that's supposed to be all about you but when it comes down to it, it's another day that's just not too special.

i love birthdays. i'm not sure what it is about them but i do. i think it's knowing how many i've been through and how many people i've seen have so many or so little birthdays that i realize they are a gift and we must cherish our years.

so as i have my 4 minutes left of my first day being 20 i just sit here and dwell on these things which have been in my mind all day.

those things and how i miss my sisters and i miss my friends who live far away. i'm so blessed and have been with a great day and yet i feel like there was something missing, someone...or maybe more than one person.

time for me to get some rest and enjoy being 20...cause it's just begun.

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