so....yesterday was a like a blizzard...the whole city was like closed ...and people were spinning out and it was a mess. josh just told me that the snow was up to his knees at his house. :) and he had to shovel his car out. haha. dad says he does not remember the last time there was this much snow....in like an entire winter..and in one day. banks were closed and banks NEVER close. obviously there was no school. and they even closed dad's work. today there was a dumb 2 hour delay. i hate those..they seem so pointless. dad and jen both had to be somewhere so kellen and i stayed and watched the boys and mrs. pope picked kellen up and took him to school...it took jen over 2 hours to get to her dr. appointment this morning. i stayed here because noone else could watch the boys. also, i took a nap..haha. i dont know what it is but snow days make me really tired. yesterday i lasted i woke up at about 6 and then stayed up till about 1030...we watched some movies yesterday. and i was really mad at josh because he wouldnt go and drive out here...but it was probably for the best...i mean it wasnt very safe outside..so thats good that he made that choice. i was just really bored...so basically i was just thinking about myself the whole time. so dad and i went and got some movies.. i fell asleep during v for vendetta..ive already seen it..but i NEVER fall asleep during movies...that i can remember ive only fallen asleep during 2...in the past year. one was pocahontas..haha. and v for vendetta...i almost did during cloverfield..but i was in a theatre and that's cause i wasn't feeling to hot. so yeah...today i shoveled and took some pictures. im going to send an email to simeon and graham in a few minutes...also, i made the boys lunch and talked to minte. and tried to make something for a birthday gift...but it wasn't working. then i napped. ahha. im kinda retelling things..oh well.

then jen woke me up and ive been watching the boys and listening to music...aidan's falling asleep..which is nice..he's been saying he was tired since this morning. ;) hmm...
i talked to josh just a few minutes ago. and you know when you need to tell someone something..but you can't bring yourself to it. well that's the way that i am. i need to tell him some important things..but i can't. i dont know why. i just hate telling people things..important things. so...but we talked on the phone about pointless things which was nice because sometimes it's just nice just to talk and listen to people. im going to just have to call him later and tell him and stop being a wimp because im stupid..that's probably why i can't keep a stupid friendship. because i can't tell them the small important things...the things that sit in my head for days and weeks. i can't bring myself to tell them..i guess it comes down to being rejected or seomthing..which is dumb because i know that josh will be my friend either way.

today i got a lot of new music also....it was really nice. i got the new Idina Menzel cd..and some free songs off of itunes. :) yay. im pretty excited about that. ok. im going to put this sleeping boy down and go write on the other computer...because i wrote a story that i need to type up.

ill write more later.

♥ always,
teia