its november. i love it. its fall time. im a little sad that the leaves are basically done changing colors and falling off of trees. now im looking forward to buying everyone christmas presents. just because it'll be tons of fun. and that's my favorite part of the season, getting everyone else presents and seeing what they think of them. yay christmas.

the past few weeks have been really neat. ive had amazing friends to hang out with and we've become closer. last weekend was dad's birthday. saturday we cleaned the house and then later mrs. pope, kristin and josh came over. all of us had a blast and we ate tons of food and desserts. we had a bonfire in the huge bonfire pit that we had. and then some of us went and sat out on the pier. i love that pier. its just the perfect spot to go and talk. even though its no different than sittin right next to the water. i guess its kinda like youre not even a part of the yard anymore. you become on your own little island and you can talk about anything and everything and noone will hear you. thats what i love about it. so for a while kristin, isabel and i sat out there and talked. it was just about the week and how excited we were to see each other but it meant the world to me. it was a great time to just relax.

josh and kristin are my best friends in the whole world. its funny when i read that sentence because it sounds like a little kid saying it. it sounds like im in 3rd grade and its one of those friendships that lasts for like 2.5 years and then you totally forget about your "best friends" but. the funny thing is is that there's no other way to put that sentence more perfectly. i can tell them everything and they listen. sure they might think im annoying sometimes but it happens. they dont look at me with that "i-have-no-idea-what-you're-saying-but-ill-pretend-i-do" look. they just know. for the first time in my life. i finally know what its like to have that friend who i can tell everything to. its the first time that i know i might be soooo angry at them that i cant talk to them but in a little while....i just get over it. i finally just have those people that i can think about and then just laugh or smile to myself because i thought of them and that's all i need to make my day. these two wonderful people are probably going to be the only ones who understand this but that's ok because if they understand it...thats all i need.
i realize more and more why God put these two in my life. i dont know what i'd do without them. i love them. the end. :P

oh and here's some great pictures of us.

we act like this on sundays only guys..---> :P

alexis is my cousin. :) so we talked last night for the first time in ages. ok. maybe it's only been about two or three weeks. but we're family i think maybe we should talk a little more than that. so the two of us talked for a few minutes and i realized how much i missed her. i dont know what else to say but i miss her and i love her. and i cant believe she's 16...we're the same age now!! yay. :) but not for long...my birthday is coming up.

to end this post i've decided to add one of my favorite songs right now because i love the lyrics. and plus. whitney houston sings it. and she's amazing.

Where do I go when there's nobody else to turn to?
Who do I talk to when nobody wants to listen?
Who do I lean on when there's no foundation stable?
I go to The Rock
I know He's able
I go to The Rock
Chorus:
I go to The Rock for my salvation
I go to the stone that the builders rejected
I run to the mountain and The Mountain stands by me
When the earth all around me is sinking sand
On Christ, the solid rock I stand
When I need a shelter, when I need a friend
I go to The Rock
Where do I go, where do I go,
When the storms of life are threatening?
Who do I turn to when those winds of sorrow blow?
And is there a refuge in the time of tribulation?
I go to The Rock
I know He's able
I go to The Rock
I know he's the rock for my salvation
I know he's the stone that the builders rejected
I run to the mountain and The Mountain stands by me
When the earth all around me is sinking sand
On Christ, the solid rock I stand
When I need a shelter, when I need a friend
I go to The Rock
I go to The Rock
You can go to The Rock
Oh I can go
I go to The Rock
When the earth all around me is sinking sand
On Christ, the solid rock I stand
When I need a shelter, when I need a friend
I go to The Rock


really this is the end.

i love you all soo much. and i miss you.

love me. ♥