just keep swimming ..just keep swimming.. mmmm...
i guess this song is in my head..its tellin me to keep going. even when it's hard.

this weekend.
well the bonfire was great. i had an awesome time..talking with sarah. and ashlyn. and piera..
then josh, kristin and chris came...i love them. we talked ..and sat on the grass. and listened to music. then i slept. and the next day got up and was sore as heck cause of the powderpuff game that the upperclassmen dominated...:) then ..i hung out and was lazy..and went to the football game..which we won. and went to joshuA's...kristin did my hair and makeup..it was amazing. i loved it x1000000000 ...however many that is...:) and thats how much i love her. haha. so. then tom got there. and kristin josh and i were like screaming. ok..well more me and kristin...but oh well. josh can deal. we took a billion pictures. and then we left to go to andy's house...to have dinner. so we got there. and took pictures..and ate dindin...then we went to the dance. i had an ok. time. i had fun dancing with isabel, michael and whoever else...then we went back to andy's for the after party. i sat around the bonfire for bout 3 hours. and talked to piera. it was nice...then erin came and slept over...mmm. we got up for730 church service..i was soooooooooo tired. and then erin and i walked and talked for like 2 hours..then um. i said goodbye to kristin and chris...and talked to them for a bit...and when i left dad's house for work..i was a complete mess. i was starting to cry on the way to work..cause i knew i was going to miss kristin. and was already missing her. and ...i was just upset. so then. i worked til close. and thatsbout it. it was a soso weekend. and i miss kristin. and i just need to get some sleep.

"cause we just hate bein alone. "

right now ...im praying to be more content. i have so many things..but im still antsy..ok. night time.
love .