i didnt realize that i havent written since last sunday. wow. im a dork. anyways. so school starts on thursday.. :( yeah. well actually i dont really know if i want it to come. i think the hardest part about it coming and being in school is taht i really dont want this summer to end. i dont want to forget anything taht happened cause that would suck. i just i love everything that happened this summer from mason's baptism and party all the way to craigs "pool party" haha. which really ended up being not a pool party cause of the rain. oh well. its been raining for like 4 days straight or something. well not the entire time.but off and on. its just beenr eally cloudy and stuff like that. what a pain in the butt. i dont like rain. i do but its too cloudy and overcast and its depressing and grrrrrrr. im gonna have enough of this in winter.

ook so ..on friday i was supposed to watch a movie with josh cause i was incredibly bored. and wanted to watch a movie. but then he totally ditched me. ;) haha. i was really really mad. i mean come on. but he's like oh i promise well do it tomorrow. after i get off of work. yeah. right.
i had this message from kristin sayng that josh was going to chicago for the night. and then i went to work ....really really mad. so i got off workat like 9 andwent home. iwas so mad. i talked to kristin. and josh was there. and i was being a real bitch. sorry.but i was being mean. i mean thats the second night in a row. so yeah. theni went and read. and came back down and kristin's like we're gonna call you. so they did. and josh told me that i shouldnt evenbe mad at him. and i was like are you kidding me? i just was blown off yesterday and you told me youd be here tonight. but no. you did it again. then he told me that kristin and him had been talking about isabel and me the whole night...so thats why i shouldnt be mad. kristin was telling me how she was coming ina few days and then we'd hang out and watch a movie. and drink koola. and maybe get isabel to climb in a few cupboards. haha. im not really mad at him now. all i wanted to do was watch a movie but whatever. i guess tonight will be exciting.
tonight kristins coming and hopefully we'll hang out. well with josh . and watch a movie. cause i still havent watched a movie ...and already really early last week i told kristin i wanted to watch a movie with josh. yep. still hasnt happened. well if you dont count the best of broadway thing. :) so then tomorrow michael, isabel, josh and i are going to have dinner and hang out before summer ends...then school starts the next day.
yeah thats my week.

yay. aly read my blog. haha.

ok. write more a different day.

♥ teia.

right now i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad. it is driving me nuts. you know what. i HATE it when people dont let me know if that dont want to do something. or if they just decide that they "dont need me" anymore. you dumb stupid people . just let me know. i think -no i know- i would be less mad if you just told me instead of totally blowing me off. i mean seriously are you kidding me. i sit and wait and sit and wait. and then only to find out that im not waiting for anything. STUPID > ahhhhh. i am so angry. i hate it. gr. gr. gr.gr. so lets see.. calming myself. ok. so today i cleaned my room for three hours. it wasnt that messy its just that i took my time on it. and went through EVERYTHING. like all my clothes figuring out what i was getting rid of and went through all of my drawers full of crap and looked through all of it. i threw away and got rid of a lot of stuff. then after that . i had dinner. and was on the computer. and up in my room trying to stay sane by myself. haha. funny right? yeah i know. so lets see. um. because i was so bored i put on a sparkly, glittery butterfly and flower tattoo on my left shoulder. it looks cute. yes. tahts how bored i was. hm. im so tired of being on the computer just because im bored and have nothing else to do. so yeah. i really really dont want to go back to school. just cause im bored of that too. hm. waht else. so isabel was just sitting in the recliner and all of a sudden she's like i just peed and it felt sooooooooo good. and i turned aroundand said WHAT? ...shes like. oh i meant. wow . sorry. 20 minute late reaction. but when i peed it felt really good.
anyways. that was really funny.
the best part about hanging out with isabel, michael and josh. is that i laugh so much and really hard when im with them. i never realized how good laughing feels...for the first month and a half when we hung out we laughed all the time. then josh left for his "fun week" in chicago with kristin and hunter and them. and i didnt laugh that entire week. well i did but it wasnt as often. but then when whatshisname got back and we hung out together ...we were laughing and it just felt like this huge blanket was being taken off. i felt soo much better after laughing and letting all the crappy parts go. it felt so good. and i realized how much i really really love laughing. how did i live without it before these three wonderful people hung out with me....? i really dont know. anyways. so yeha. i got to talk to josh's friend kristin on the phone when we were at six flags and it was really funny. she's really sweet. i cant wait to meet her. it will be sooo much fun. anyways. hm. im still really bored and its taken me forever to write this thing becuase ive been spacey and crap like that. i really gotta work on my website sometime soon and change the pcitures around. i gotta put up some sweet ones from this summer. so yeah. um ....i m gonna go. i know noone reads this but anyways. so yeah.
i love this summer. and i love the people i hung out with times 1000000000000000000..however taht much is.

♥
teia

hey. guys. so yesterday we went to six flags.it was sooo awesome. i got up cause mrs. pope called and was asking about what was going on. then i got ready and stuff. hm. josh came over and we went to mom's to go pick up isabel and michael. we drove and were talking and crap. then we got there right at ten. right when it opened. there was hardly anyone there because it was supposed to storm really really bad i guess. well it didnt ...really. it was about 90 out and beautiful and sunny. we first went on the superman ride. ahhh. first upside down roller coaster guys!! it was awesome.! hm. what else. we went on like every ride. and all the lines were about 15 minute waits. it wasnt bad at all. it was great. um. this isnt the order or anything but its what we went on and how many times.
raging bull- 3 times
superman- 2 times
vertical velocity- 2
batman- 1
american eagle- 1
iron wolf-1
giant drop- 5 times. :-)
viper- 3 times
demon-1
deja vu-1
swings-1
the car things- 1
also we stood on the bridge for the splashwater falls and stood there cause the line was too long and not worth it. we were soaking wet. i felt bad for the people going on the rides after us cause the seats were probably all wet. gross. so yeah. isabel and michael both got sick and josh felt like he was going to. i felt fine the whole day. um. we had lunch after the first couple of rides so we wouldnt feel sick.then we had water bottle fights the whole day to keep cool. and i ran into a billion and one things. lets see. i ran into a lady who worked at six flags, a wall coming out of the viper, some gate things before superman. it was a struggle the whole day. but it was sooo much fun. we talked about josh's friend phil like the whole day. well not really. isabel and i saw this key chain that said phil on it and we're like hey josh. phil ...phil. and he didnt hear us so for the next 15 minutes we tried telling him about the superman phil keychain. it was great. but he didnt hear us ....then we thought of phil for something else too. anyways. then michael, josh and i were waiting in line for deja vu and kristin called u s. her and i had a great conversation. it was great. josh got sunburned and his hair is like blonde. cause of his highlights from the sun. and we all got really weird suntan lines. anyways. kristin called. and we were talking to her. then she called back when we were on the way home. and yeah. they were struggling too. it was so funny. like all of josh's friends were talking at the same time. and just pretty funny.
"hey guys. look at the water slides. LOOOK AT THE WATERSLIDES!"
so yeha. um. it was a fun filled tiring day yesterdya. i had so much fun. and i loved it. i got to hang out with my favorite people minus minte. we rode on awesome rides. oh i love those people so much.

ok. ill write more some other time.

♥teia

lets see. im so bored right now. and school is going to start in just a few weeks. just hearing those words makes me want to cry. cause its like. this summer has been so much fun. even though we didnt do too much its just been a great summer. fulll of new things and new experiences. hm. cause first of all the whole best of broadway thing = awesome first time experience. it was just so much fun. and i met some really great people. it was really fun. lets see. i helped out with vbs at fil. that was fun. cause it was my first time being a leader. that was really fun and the kids. aww. they were so cute. and i helped out with vbs milwaukee. at st. martini's . that was a great time. the kids reallly loved it and so did the whole group. and then there were the things we did after the best of broadway practices running all over in josh's car. eating ice cream, singing at the top of our lungs, with all the windows down adn it was just the best. i couldnt think of a better month than the month of june. it wasjust really awesome. basically i figured out how not to be home...at all throughout the monthof june..then during the month of july. there was a lot of working. and goign to the beach. YAY. i love the beach. and going to michaels house for dinner and playing their really neat piano. or there was going to 3 different movies and just bumming around. still driving around in joshs car. singing. or there was hm..........josh sleepign over and playing burnout. and making koola. ok. aidan wants to get on....

so i guess ill write more tomorrow or when i have time. when im not working......

♥
teia